What’s next for her, they asked? What’s her next move? Where does she get her inspiration from? How does she move without fear? Where does she get her strength? Why doesn’t she settle? Who is she? How did she overcome adversity? How does she have the power to believe in something greater? Where did she learn to lead by example? How does she stay persistent? Why hasn’t she given up? When will it be her turn? Who will she run to? Who is her help? Who does she rely on? Who comforts and supports her and provides for her every need? Who saved her? Who keeps the fire going inside of her? Who pushes her beyond what she can see? Who lifts her up? Who amazes her? Adores her? Honor and cares for her? Who chose her? Who protects and watches over her? Who’s love never runs out on her? Who does she trust? Who’s forgiven her? Lead her out of darkness? Who gives her peace beyond understanding? Who goes to war for her? Who’s never changed up on her? Who’s faith does she stand on? What’s her purpose? Who does she follow? Who keeps her? What’s her reason to smile? Who does she give her all to? Who shows her favor and mercy? Who leads her? Who does she love more than anyone else? How can she be herself? How is she comfortable with being uncomfortable? Why does she care so much? Who gave her life? Who gives her promises they will keep? Who never lies or cheat? Who calls her His own? Who has her heart? Who knows her the best? Who’s arms can she rest? Who reassures her that she’s worthy? Who gives her peace and joy? Who corrects her? Convicts her? Who instructs and guides her? Who teaches her right from wrong? Who sees pass her flaws? Who says she’s more than enough? Who created her? Who . . . lived and died for her?

If you were wondering . . I am her. You are too.

I laid in bed the other night and these questions just started pouring into my mind. Questions that you may wonder about me and I sometimes wonder about me too. I’ve been basking in God’s grace over the past few months and literally His grace is the answer to every question. I laid there, just in awe of how wonderful He is and how nothing I do, think, or feel will change His perception of me. How every word spoken proves true. As I grow through life, the greater my understanding of Him becomes. I’m sure this doesn’t cover the depth of God and how deep His love is for me, but He will forever be the reason why I keep stepping forward. Sometimes I’m tired. Sometimes I’m unsure. Sometimes I’m doubtful. Sometimes I want to give up. But I thank God that He never gives up on me. And He will never give up on you.

When I remind myself of His power, I know that where I am now is not it for me. I know that I am more capable with Him than I am without Him. I know that my efforts aren’t going unnoticed. In Him, I find my being. And so to get to her, you have to first go through Him.

Until next time . .

“For in Him we live and move and exist [that is, in Him we actually have our being], as even some of your own poets have said, ‘For we also are His children.’” - Acts‬ ‭17:28‬ ‭(AMP‬‬)

“Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” - 2 Corinthians‬ ‭5:17‬ ‭(KJV‬‬)