When the goodness of God has been chasing you down, at some point you just have to stop running and let it catch you. For the past four months, I have literally been running from the very blessings I know that God has prepared for me. The decisions I’ve made for myself have proven to be good for me, yet I have had the hardest time trusting and fully surrendering to those decisions. God still, however, has not let go nor given up and truth be told, I’m just about as tired as He is of waiting on me to show up. Waiting to walk in purpose and prosperity. Waiting for things to work out and come together when all along, they already are.

I’ve made two big decisions recently that put me in the most challenging transition I have ever faced. One you could probably guess, if you know me. The other, you may be able to guess that one too if you know me, know me. But for those who are wondering; to those who thought last year’s break up was the story of the year. I’ve got so much more for you.

I’ve held back on telling this story because a part of me was hoping that I wouldn’t have to. A part of me was still holding on.. hoping.. waiting.. expecting.. for something that may never come. Another part of me was afraid.. fearful of what others may think or say. But, it stops here. The Lord’s goodness is chasing me down and it is time for me to grab a hold of it.

So go along with me if you will, for the next few weeks, as I share my heart about the hardest lost I never saw coming.

Until next time . .

“Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: And I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.” - Psalm‬ ‭23:6‬ ‭(KJV‬)